Living for yesterday, tomorrow and nothing in between
Searching for answers in a hotel magazine
Making decisions and revisions of last Monday’s arguments
Wishing I had said my mind for once, hence
The changes in the mood and the desire not to be rude
In a way I look confused but that’s nothing old or new
Life on the far side of the middle of nothing and a half
They all try to break me to be their pet giraffe
As though my choices being made of songs old for the 80s
Makes a difference in how often I’ll go to Haiti
Music and choices teaching us to proclaim or restrain our voices
Looking and seeing and trying to make more sense of all the nonsense
Of everything going round in a vortex when there’s time for lawlessness
I’d rather see it in the flawless sense abolishments
and all the things made to sing for us and think for us
and taught to make our things for us. Living in the ink bank trust
Writing.
You think you know what you’re doing but you don’t.
You think you know what you’re saying but you won’t.
The end, is near.
Our time, is here.
No time, for fear.